The Me

When you try and look at life Life is doing the looking

Instead of manifesting What you want What you want manifests you

It’s very simple What is Is already being done And you won’t understand it

What could thought Possibly come up with To describe that which precedes itself And in which it arises

Anything you can think of Is a thought only

The mind is a wonderful tool Especially when it is bewildered

In truth You are not responsible Which means you are not responsible For the feeling Of being responsible

Though events arise by themselves Whinging about them is perfect Because whinging is one of those events

It’s not your fault That you feel separate

A thought about tomorrow Is a thought now

Thought believes it knows Before and after Changing its mind

The ego gets hysterical At the news it doesn’t exist

There is no room for a chooser In this

For selfishness you need a self And there isn’t one

You won’t realize you don’t exist You are the dissolving of the idea That you don’t exist

The you that doesn’t exist Is apparently trying to see this

Don’t take life personally

You won’t change your mind But it will change for you

What happens is out of your control And your acceptance or non-acceptance Of what happens is also Out of your control And so the whole thing is Out of your control

When you think about it Thought is the problem When you don’t think about it Thought is not the problem

Whatever you say or think Or try to work out or plan Is consciousness doing that If you give up in despair That’s also consciousness

If in reality you don’t exist How can you be sure

What is happening before Thought gets it Is unthinkable

Thinking you need To think something else Is just another thought

The instant you form the tiniest inkling Of a someone that is  Going to do something Like seek its source That instant creates the abyss And then you have ideas like “I am already the source” To try and bridge the abyss That was never there in the first place

Thoughts come from beyond Prior to language is The pure truth Untainted by expression Ungraspable by mental chit chat

It’s no use mocking The ego and its antics because It’s the ego doing that And furthermore the ego is Being done by consciousness

Thought is not a tool Thought can’t be about what is Because a thought is what is

The feeling of being trapped Is freedom in action

The feeling of Wanting something to change Is the problem And the perfect solution